sucide

I cut my wrist tonight,
just to feel the pain.
I pressed the blade so deep,
the blood fell like rain

I watched it flowing fast,
down onto the floor.
My life started draining,
untill of me there was no more.

I awoke into darkness,
with pain inside my chest.
There sitting beside me
were those who failed the test.

What have I done for this!?
I cried out in shame.
whispering from beside me said
there was only me to blame.

now I am lost to the night,
of which I will never rise.
and whispers in my heart,
all the lost souls cries.